What's the point of living???
Like, what's it all leading up to?
I've just realized that there is NOT ONE aspect of my life that I like.
My family don't like me. Neither do my "friends".
I'm an idiot, therefore no guy or girls would ever even consider me on looks never mind personality!
I'm bisexual, as if I didn't have enough things to deal with.
'He' hates me.
I'm ugly.
I'm not good at anything I do.
The people in theatre just 'put up' with me rather than befriend me. I can't sing or act(what I thought I loved doing).
My coach, the person I have so much respect for, dosn't like me.
I'm not going to achieve anything in life............
So what's the point???
S
About Me
- LonelyBoy
- My thoughts and goings on in my life.....I'm a closeted irish bisexual 19 year old who struggles his way through life... Into music and theatre. Love Shakespeare and Gilbert and Sullivan! Can't wait for college next year!! Gonna be sooooo much fun!!!!!! msn: shox1718@hotmail.com twitter: lonely18boy facebook: (email me and ill decide whether or not to give ot to ya! :S ) Also, if ya want to be included in my 'Faves' list just ask and it shall be done! :)
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13 comments:
Dude I just started to read you blog ... but I see you have a lot of things your having to deal with. Today probly isn't the day I comment on this ... so don't take offense. Although you don't like any thing in your life right now ... you still have worth. I wish you had more support , but that doesn't mean to give in .... I would hate to see you do that ... because I know otherwise. I hope you hang in there...I hate to see you like this ... my msn is on my profile .. I don't know if I would be any help but your not alone ... I would like the chance to talk to you sometime.... Please hang in there... Love Just
You have days like this where you feel down, I should know myself right now, not the same situation you are in, but loosing a job right now, it's not the best place to be in, at the same time I wake up every morning, trying to find a job and hoping and praying that I will get a job! It's not the end of the world here, it's worth moving on for tomorrow!
Cheer up buck, we all get it in the end. (happiness)
I promise.
FMS
Whoa, wait a second there, you`re UGLY? why didn`t you tell me that before? I'm going over to the cute guys' bloggs...
WTF? what you mean you're ugly? believe me, you're not. I could easily chew off my left arm to have be with someone like you. Sides the thing I find in you most appealing before the way you look is how sensible you are, you think you don't act? with that sensibility I'd be the most histrionic person my school has ever seen. HE doesn't hate you, he's with someone else, and your coach, ever heard of tough love?
The people in theater are just jealous, and as for your family goes, we never get to choose it, sooo we have to take what we're dealt and do the best we can with it. Seems to me you just had a rough day and a good night sleep will help you see things from another perspective. Sides, you know where to find me cutie.
Love ya -and at this point you should know I mean it-
Me
Who hares you, Habibi? Skip him, and stick w/me! <3 Pilgrim
I still haven't heard anything that indicates life isn't worth living.
You say your ugly by who's standards?
I know for a fact that beauty is in the eyes of the beholder.
True it's just a saying but I know someone who fits this really well and is a great person to hang out with.
Don't worry about Him he is not worth your time anyway.
"Just as long as it makes you happy
If it makes you Happy
Just be Happy
It's your smile of a child
It's your eyes its your hair
It's the touch of your skin
That's what gets me there
Just Be Happy"
-P
Email me sometime, when you feel like talking.
I've only just stumbled on to your blog myself, and I won't bother reiterating all the comments that have already been said; of which I all agree with as well. What I will say is just hang in there, and it WILL get better soon.
Just think of it this way, despite the fact I'm not religious nor do I want to bring religion in to this, you have may have a purpose in life. We all do. And it may be just to 'live' it and see where it takes you. We all have ups and downs, but it takes much more to overcome it in order to get to the happy parts.
Hope I've helped in someway...
Peter
Life is tough, but no matter what it is worth living. At some stage you will go around a corner to something wonderful. It just can't be bad all the time - hang in there it will turn.
Kindest regards Stef.
the very presence of all these commentors on here who care *deeply* about you is a testimony of how much you mean to us, and that love goes beyond the physical and real life. :)
i feel ugly everyday as well, but beyond that, i know i deserve love and know to love. you're a very incredible person, S, you just need to believe that. :) Lots of love!
Suicide should never be an option. We all die in the end, so you may as well stay in the game until the very end.
Your young and you haven't found yourself yet, if you had, you would be a lot happier.
Life takes time. Give it time.
Take care, Dave.
*hugs*
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