Friday, October 30, 2009
......forget it...
I suppose I should thank you guys for all the comments...
But I still don't like my life.
The fact that NOTHING goes right in my life is why I think there is no point in my life.
The fact that noone cares for me is the reason why I think there's no point(I know you guys say that you support me, but tbh that dosn't help me. You're not HERE. I need something tangible to hold on to. Someone to actually listen to).
That never happens and does not seem very likely to happen...
So,
I think I'll just give up now......
S
7 comments:
Whoah. Hey.
Slow down there. Don't be so quick to just turn off.
I've been dealing with all the same feelings (and more) that you've shared with your readers, and heck, I'm going on 33 now... and still ticking along. Lots of days are miserable, but once in a while you have at least a tolerable day that gives you a bit of hope. Maybe tomorrow will be your better day?
If you're really that low, however - you know you need to seek professional help. Call a suicide hotline if you must, or 911, or go to the hospital - it might be a sucky experience, but its sure better than giving up.
If you need to chat or email, I'm online (Friday 8pm) for a few hours, or at some time tomorrow. My contact info is on my page - you CAN'T give up until you check out the cuteboy pictures, anyway, right?
*HUGS*
Life is pretty repetetive for everyone.
givesmehope.com
This always gives me hope when I feel down, and that happens a lot.
Ok so my last post did not work so I will just make this one less wordy
MSN me at hotrboys@yahoo.com
Most of the time I'm always online.
I'm happy to just listen and give you my point of view on things and stuff.
High school sux, college next year.
Just hang on.
Shox , Sometimes you have to reach out and do what you wouldn't normally do to find them ( the support around you ) Just me they are there..Just me it will be hard , but you can do it ... .. Please take that step... believe me it so fucking worth it ..There not one fucking thing wrong with getting it either Please . If you need help finding them that I can do .... and be more than willing to do , but you have to take that step... my email or msn is always open ( I am sorry I have my son right now just leave a offline and I will always return it) Just because it offline doesn't mean I am .... Love Just... Dude I so agree you need something tangible reach out it's there reach.... Don't do this ... Please .....
I was not going to comment as I didn't think that I should, However I now think that I must!
I feel your pain, I even feel some of the same things, but giving up is not the answer.
Living your life to the fullest is.
When I learnt the word "Fuck" was when things really turned around for me, because now I could say "Fuck YOU!!" to the world. This is a truelly liberating feeling.
Go to bed tonite and get some good sleep, when you wake up in the morning open your eyes and say a giant "Fuck You" to the world. Take control through this liberation.
Courage and Honour!
Octavius.
Seek professional help, that's all I can say. Destructive behaviour (if you feel like that's the option) isn't the option. Trust me.
Take care!
Love
D
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