So....it's time...... 7:28 AM

Ok. So I've decided.
It's time to come out. Well, begin to anyway.....

I've been thinking this over for a while and I've think I've figured out who, out of my friends, I can tell. It's surprisingly few, so that can tell you the caliber of friends I have. lol!
I've already come out to a few people in my 'other life', as I like to call it, where I do theatre and singing where, many people are out themselves and its as normal as having brown hair!

But, here, I'm talking about the friends I have in my normal life. 'Reality' basically!
I'm going to do it next week when I see them. REALLY nervous as I don't have any clue how my best friend will react. I think he's a bit homophobic to be honest, but I'm hoping he'll come around once I show him how normal it is, or try at least. Cause he;s my best friend and I don't want to lose another friend.

I think I'll tell my mum in a few weeks as well(but I don't know yet).
My dad?? I actually don't think I could ever pluck up the courage to tell him. He's a Muslim(mum's Irish), and isn't homosexuality like the devil's game in their eyes?? He's made very harsh terms against gays in the past and that's why I think if I told him our relationship would be effectively over.
Why has this got to be so hard!? Why, amongst all the other problems I have in my life, was I given this one to deal with too!?

*sigh*

.....this really is a f****d up world we live in...

'Were the world mine'......... 12:30 PM

I was recommended this film by one of my friends. Its a film about a boy called Timothy, who's recently 'come out' to his friends and family. He's bullied in school and his mum isn't particularly happy with his sexuality.
Timothy has a crush on the school's hot rugby player.
He auditions for his 'quirky' Shakespeare teacher's musical version of 'A midsummer's night dream'. He gets the lead.
While reading his script he discovers a spell of sorts that makes everyone he touches gay. He turns his crush gay, but then starts to turn everyone gay, with very funny effects.
Its funny and sad and, in my opinion, a great film. Plus, its got cute guys! lol

I've watched it once and plan on watching it again very soon!!
Very recommended!