OMG!!
I did it!
Came out to my mum last night!!
I'm practically still shaking!!
CANNOT believe I actually did it!!!
Went pretty ok!
Details later!!
Just thought I'd let yas know!!
Omgomgomgomgomg!!! :O
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Wednesday, January 6, 2010
Monday, January 4, 2010
A new year! And an amazing start!!...... 9:19 AM
Heya!!!
Sorry it's been aaagggeeesss since my last post!
I had started one a a few days before new years but my computer crashed and I lost a HUGE post! :(
Ah well! I'm here now!
Now, as some of you may know if you're following me on twitter, I now have a boyfriend!!! Yey!!!!
We made it official on Xmas eve! He's soo amazing!
He's a guy from B2! And his name is Patrick :D
He added me on facebook and then on msn and we just talked and talked!
I know I said in my last post that there were two guys after me. :P but finally decided! But not before someone else said that they'd like to go out with me!! This time it was a girl! She's bi and from B2. I told her that she was soooo nice and I really wanted to stay friends with her for the time being(cause I do actually like her).
So I chose Patrick! :)
And I'm sooo glad i did! He's been amazing! We've gone out heaps into town and had soo much fun! I absolutely loooovvveee kissing him!
So he's my first gay kiss! :)
It's so brill!!
He invited me to a party in his dads apartment on New Years.
That was the best party I've ever been at! I could TOTALLY be myself! And I could kiss my boyfriend whenever I wanted! :)
He introduced me to his dad(gulp) and he was such a nice guy! He had absolutely NO problem with his son being gay or having his boyfriend over.
He was brilliant!
Also, all Patricks friends were the nicest people on earth. I think I realized that the friends I do have, really aren't friends at all :( but no matter! I'm making so many friends between B2 and Patrick! :D
I then stayed the night with Patrick after the party had ended. We shared his bed.
Now I was insanely nervous at this stage. Cause it was pretty obvious something was gonna happen.
We didn't go 'all' the way, but we went as far as!
He is soooo sexy! Like, he really knows how to turn a fella on!! :P
I've also realized something about myself. I can't 'last' long at all! Lol! Like, he's superhuman compared to me!! Haha!
So it was definately a night of 'firsts'! And it was AMAZING!
We woke up the next morning and cleaned up after the party.
He then walked me to the bus stop where we found that the buses we cancelled on account of the HEAVY snow the night before! So I said goodbye and got a taxi. After spending 3 quarters of an hour in the taxi the taxi driver gave because he couldn't get around all the road blocks in place because of the snow :(
So I had to walk like a 2miles in the snow to get home! Lukily I didn't drink much the night before otherwise I woulda had a bastard of a hangover to boot!! Lol
Anyways I got home in the end safe and sound:D
Since then we've seen loadz of each other. And gone back to his place an cuddled in his bed.
I've realised that I NEVER get cuddled by ANYONE! The people in my life just aren't cuddlers. But now I have the best cuddler of all! :D
He's taking me out into town tomorrow. He says it's a surprise! I can't wait to see what he has planned! :D I'll post afterwards and tell ya what it entailed!
***
And now, on another, more frustrating, note....
My dad came into my room a few hours ago having searched for me on Facebook! He found that I was a member of 'Singing for supper at the george'(an event which some friends run in a famous gay bar in Dublin). He sad that it was completely inappropriate material to have on my Facebook page and if any of his work collegues or friends saw it, that it would be bad for him!!(we have same name).
He's always doing that! Always saying that anything I do comes back to him because we have the same name! Absolute bollox! If he didn't want that kind of a situation he shouldn't have named me after himself! >:(
He's already found loads of shit on the computer to prove I'm gay! So get over the fucking face and deal with it!
And stop fucking snooping around my PRIVATE Facebook page!!
UGH!! He's such an asshole!
***
I'm also thinking about coming out to my mum. I think she'll be more or less fine with it.
Anywhoos,
That's my life since I last posted!
I'll try post again soon!!!
Love you guys!!!!!
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Sorry it's been aaagggeeesss since my last post!
I had started one a a few days before new years but my computer crashed and I lost a HUGE post! :(
Ah well! I'm here now!
Now, as some of you may know if you're following me on twitter, I now have a boyfriend!!! Yey!!!!
We made it official on Xmas eve! He's soo amazing!
He's a guy from B2! And his name is Patrick :D
He added me on facebook and then on msn and we just talked and talked!
I know I said in my last post that there were two guys after me. :P but finally decided! But not before someone else said that they'd like to go out with me!! This time it was a girl! She's bi and from B2. I told her that she was soooo nice and I really wanted to stay friends with her for the time being(cause I do actually like her).
So I chose Patrick! :)
And I'm sooo glad i did! He's been amazing! We've gone out heaps into town and had soo much fun! I absolutely loooovvveee kissing him!
So he's my first gay kiss! :)
It's so brill!!
He invited me to a party in his dads apartment on New Years.
That was the best party I've ever been at! I could TOTALLY be myself! And I could kiss my boyfriend whenever I wanted! :)
He introduced me to his dad(gulp) and he was such a nice guy! He had absolutely NO problem with his son being gay or having his boyfriend over.
He was brilliant!
Also, all Patricks friends were the nicest people on earth. I think I realized that the friends I do have, really aren't friends at all :( but no matter! I'm making so many friends between B2 and Patrick! :D
I then stayed the night with Patrick after the party had ended. We shared his bed.
Now I was insanely nervous at this stage. Cause it was pretty obvious something was gonna happen.
We didn't go 'all' the way, but we went as far as!
He is soooo sexy! Like, he really knows how to turn a fella on!! :P
I've also realized something about myself. I can't 'last' long at all! Lol! Like, he's superhuman compared to me!! Haha!
So it was definately a night of 'firsts'! And it was AMAZING!
We woke up the next morning and cleaned up after the party.
He then walked me to the bus stop where we found that the buses we cancelled on account of the HEAVY snow the night before! So I said goodbye and got a taxi. After spending 3 quarters of an hour in the taxi the taxi driver gave because he couldn't get around all the road blocks in place because of the snow :(
So I had to walk like a 2miles in the snow to get home! Lukily I didn't drink much the night before otherwise I woulda had a bastard of a hangover to boot!! Lol
Anyways I got home in the end safe and sound:D
Since then we've seen loadz of each other. And gone back to his place an cuddled in his bed.
I've realised that I NEVER get cuddled by ANYONE! The people in my life just aren't cuddlers. But now I have the best cuddler of all! :D
He's taking me out into town tomorrow. He says it's a surprise! I can't wait to see what he has planned! :D I'll post afterwards and tell ya what it entailed!
***
And now, on another, more frustrating, note....
My dad came into my room a few hours ago having searched for me on Facebook! He found that I was a member of 'Singing for supper at the george'(an event which some friends run in a famous gay bar in Dublin). He sad that it was completely inappropriate material to have on my Facebook page and if any of his work collegues or friends saw it, that it would be bad for him!!(we have same name).
He's always doing that! Always saying that anything I do comes back to him because we have the same name! Absolute bollox! If he didn't want that kind of a situation he shouldn't have named me after himself! >:(
He's already found loads of shit on the computer to prove I'm gay! So get over the fucking face and deal with it!
And stop fucking snooping around my PRIVATE Facebook page!!
UGH!! He's such an asshole!
***
I'm also thinking about coming out to my mum. I think she'll be more or less fine with it.
Anywhoos,
That's my life since I last posted!
I'll try post again soon!!!
Love you guys!!!!!
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